The Many Adventures of Taran -the-Who

Ashland was in so many words, insightful! I missed hanging out with Graham and Aubrey! The only consequence is that I fainted, and lost my wallet at the beginning and end of the trip. I fainted when I got to Ashland spent the first 4 hours getting stitches because I fainted and hit my forehead on the edge of Aubrey's counter and they took me to the emergency end of the hospital becuase that is all that is open at 9:00 at night. Graham and Aubrey stayed with me at the hospital and made me feel so much better about the faint. I lost my wallet the day I left Ashland to Garberville to check out my massage school called Heartwood which is the most isolated school I have ever visited! Literally the school is in the middle of nowhere!!! It takes an hour outside of Garberville on this steep, windy, dirt road to the facility which is basically is this huge Commune with a buddhist temple, running well water, and everything to pass the time w/0 a TV (because their is no reception on campus, and they don't have a single TV on their property just computers).
So yeah till my next entry!!!

OH....MY....GOOOOODDD!!!! Okay here it goes... Conflict: Vacation to Ashland to see my friends Graham and Aubrey is coming up really quick, and my costume ideas are splitting im trying to mimic Jareth from Labyrinth and its looking like a dark St. Pepper!??! To top it off my parents are refusing to cosign for my Massage School student loan, im feeling like im collapsing from lack of attention of my job... and nothing is happening.... SPOOOOOOKY!!!!

any advice.....?????

Hey everybody im baaaackkk.... I've forgotten entirely of Live Journal, im most dreadfully sorry! But hey ive worked at Pauls market in McCall making meaneall work all through last time I checked in on my live journal... ha ha ha! By the way, I didn't get a Jetta or an Apple computer but I am working up to that I am now a bartender for this great four-star restaurant here in McCall called Ruperts its new to opened June first and its a great little restaurant, I love it!!!

dear friends and fellow enthusiests,

I regret to inform you that I am NOT coming back to school this fall or any other fall for that matter. I am a bartender at a resort, I am making good money and I am making plans to become a flight attendant next year. I am sorry I don't answer e-mails I almost never get on the internet anymore and I might not ever again but in due time I might I am buying myself an Apple and a 2001 Jetta Volkswagon in under a month so I hope to see you guys again its been a pleasure!!!

THIS IS NOT GOODBYE!
THIS IS NOT GOODBYE!
THIS IS NOT GOODBYE!
THIS IS NOT GOODBYE!

alright last night I came back from work at 11:30 and I was wiped out and sleep deprived so I decided to take some Tylenol PM to get me knocked out for a long time and seriously I had the oddest dream that was long and it was good to have long dreams!!!

My dream started out like this:

I am a child around 12, or 13, and my friend michael and I are watching a really weird gay porn with 30 guyz fighting naked with really big dildos the size of 2 by 4's and we take it out because we hear somebody coming up the stairs into my room (where we were watching it) and in a hurry we take it out and we ruined the tape the funny thing is that the tape was tied in a pretty bow. then we hear a rumbling foot steps so we escape out my patio door and instead of a patio we step out on a large beach and the sky is really black and sea is pitch black and it looks like a storm is on the sea and its all rainy too but its like the storms on mute and we hear the sounds of humpback whales coming from a large rock blockade. We go over there and we see a large beached whale and we go over to keep it wet and it talks to us it tells us that the world is coming to an end soon and to not help them they want to die alone. then we go back to our door and walk into the Oval office but instead of Bush sitting at his desk chewing on a straw, we see Morgan Freeman cleaning up a golden gun and he is telling us that the war is over america won against the aliens. we go to the curtains to see what happend and the sky is cloudy and red every thing is in ruin and it looks like an alien invasion happend. We turn around and Morgan Freeman shoots himself in the head.
Michael and I assume power and call for anyone but no one answers and we walk out side of the White House and see that everyone is dead and their head and their feet are cut off but not cut burned off. Then a huge UFO comes down out of the clouds and lands infront of us these aliens come out and tell us that you passed the test and thats when I wake up!!!


weird huh??

I realized suddenly that Canada has it good... i mean marajuana is legal under a certain amount, its close to home, gay marrage is legal, and just about everyone is a left-wing nut!!! awesome!!! ^__^ I think that I want to move up to Vancouver in about a year or so depending on how much money I have in the bank and stuff... and besides some united states banks stuff works up there!!! Isn't that funny???

I picked up this amazing book about totem animals, its really cool because I have always believed that I have animals watching out for all of us and we all have a little primative side that needs to shed our skin and be a part of us all. In this book I found that my spirit animal is an Owl!!! Isn't that cool??? Anyways, hope all is well with you guyz I think im just sticking with two jobs for the summer one $5.15 or something the other like $8.00 an hour on Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays running the lifts for bikes on Brundage Mountain Resort!!! Its boring but with music, book-on-tape, or a book it should roll by fast and its so easy!!!!XD

oh I got Donnie Darko DVD and The Beatles-Magical Mystery Tour CD *__*

In Council, Idaho... every year past seniors and community members who know the graduates collaborate every year together to celebrate freedoms, and seeing each other... in so many words its kind of like a reunion in respects. Well, the point is that I am finally glad that im still in college with a goal and that im heading towards something beacause I think 3 or 4 of the 32 of the graduating class is still in college! Sad but true half of the girls in the class are pregnant. Many of the boys in the class are married (due to their girls being pregnant) and working for the three of them living close to home, how close? try less than a block!!!

Another addition is that I seem to be the only one who was the alternative, rebel, left-wing, hippie in council. Boy am I proud oh by the way from now until I grow out of this phase... im going for a emo-pirate!!!

Jesus Christ!!!! okay here it goes... my sister has it so good... 1. she has one of those petite bodies THAT DOSEN'T GET FAT!!!! Y_Y the funny thing about that is she thinks she's fat!!! WTF?? 2. She has a boyfriend.... A 20 YEAR OLD BOYfriend who has secret roundavous together... romantic i know but come on... my sister is 15 years old for petty sake! And further more... my mother changed his dipers as a baby not to mention that she is friends with their mother and we grew up with him! (is it just me or is this a little akward?) 3. she gets what she wants and I get the left-overs!!!!

oh by the way my little barn-cabin is turning out to be a lovely little thing except for it still has no water... X__X

*sighs* I may have a job soon im gonna be balancing 2 or 3 jobs this summer


1. Cook at a nearby restaurant!
2. a lift-operator
3. a resort cashier for concerts, weddings, and reunions! Fun huh???

anyway... I know another reason why im gay... I have a weird facination for sausages and hot dogs!!!

update in less than 24 hours!!!

well... I have good news and bad news for those who enjoy my ravings!!!!

1. I came back home monday night and happy to see family, high school friends, and familiar sights. Until it hit me... I went to free, happy, flamboyant Taran, to quiet, sulking, scared for my life Taran. Why? Because I saw Brokeback Mountain and guess what I saw? Council, Freaking Idaho in a love story so cute and so beautiful I cried and cried. I remember feeling those feelings that they felt in the movie... everyone watching, suspecting! Everytime you see a truck speeding or turning around you think that its gonna come after you they are going to kill you! Its scary out here in the country and now I'm sad also because I don't have the freedoms I had in Coeur d'Alene, freedom to dress how I wanted, freedom to act and feel as I wished, I miss the open me now im back in the closet for self-preservation!

ARGGGG and now my arm is num from streatching it!!!!


<_>!

Taran

wow I have never have felt so left out... Okay Saturday Liisa, Vicki, Cassidy and I went to Tubbs hill and got drunk and we had fun and did crazy stuff downtown it was fun... until I got back to my dorm room... then I started to feel gross in my tummy and thought shit am I going to puck?!?! Quickly I went to the bathroom to catch myself... didn't stop until after 10:00 I couldn't handle water! until I went to the SUB to get Gatorade, Sierra Mist, and saltines to get the sickness out of me. So that went on for a while until after 1 or two but yeah

Now im feeling the after affects and It sucks!!!

no booze for a while!!

tell you all about it in my next update!!!

I am leaving Coeur d'Alene officially tomorrow at 10:00 A.M. Thank you everyone who made this year slide by! I mean I felt like this was my home away from home because I made a circle of happy, shiny, people who made this a santuary... after that incident with TJ and his Ass of a friend, momma's bitch! Anyway, To those who get to read this, (including Finn_bear) Mako, Amanda, and Tessa thank you for being my social support and you are my friends and I hope we get to see each other over the years! To Kate I hope you find someone to show you what you are missing you just need to look, Tessa you are a amazing, you always have a smile on your face and you are hyper, in a good way! Scott, you need to find Dan someone no matter if its a guy or a girl. Finn bear, smile more it increases your face value! To those who don't get to read this, you are fun to hang out with, you gave me a place to be myself and I thank you so much!

Goodbye, Goodluck, Peace, Love, and everything nice,

Taran Trainor


PS. IM GOING TO MISS YOU BUNCHES!!!

Okay today around this time is usually when I wake up but lately I've been staying up until 2 in the morning trying to go to sleep but wake up at 8:15 and snoozing around until at least 9:30 am its seriously wrong!

Anyway nothing new except IM GOING HOME in 5 days!!

YAY and BOO HOO!!!


I am going to miss Everybody, why because I made this place a home away from home!

to Amanda, Mako, and Tessa, Thanks for the good times this year it was spectactular!!!

much love and peace!

Taran

jeez I am such a loser! AND HERE'S WHY!

1. I haven't started packing yet.

2. I haven't been practicing for ballet.

3. I feel like shit but i feel happier that way and don't know why.

4. I feel like I don't have a home except for my dorm room.

5. My parents hate the fact that I can't be who I am at home.(GAY! I AM GAY! I CAN'T HELP THAT I AM!)

6. I can't come out to their friends who watched me grow up, no doubt!

7. I am obsessed with romance, and fuzzy warm feelings yet Im scared of starting relationships because I know that im going to get hurt.

8. I become a raging whore when I drink! (girls watch your bi/curious boyfriends when I take a fifth of Captain Morgan)

9. I like feeling depressed.

10. I hate peer pressure, but i give in to shut them up!

THE real me in so many ways!

for my final project in watercolor im doing a series but instead of three paintings they are going to be 12 and their all creepy snapshots of old hollywood horror icons that im peicing together in order to show the class! im done with one and its drying now but i need to look for more creepy snapshots as well as others... woe is me!!

the last one is going to be a complete portairts of classical horror actors, Max Shreck, Vincent Price, Bela Lugosi, and Boris Karloff in their roles of Nosferatu, Frederick Loren, Dracula, and The Mummy!

But don't laught but I do have a thing for Vincent Price he is very attractive!! ^^ don't laugh i can't help it!

here's to you Kate, Tessa, and AMANDA!!!

here it is... its quite long but it looks very pretty and very spectactuar!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcrR_7eQuNU

I am so excited! I decided last night that I am going to start a new fashion trend, well not so new trend, but completely my own. Do you know what it is? Ambigous Space Pirate!!! YAY!! im so excited about it in inbetween glee and bliss! To top it all off I am so excited about coming back home and working and shopping for my awesome outfit!! YAY!!! okay here's what I want to do... peirce my ears, 3 times on each ear, one on each ear im going to stretch it and im going to get a kind of a longish type haircut, maybe, and wear alot of boots, bandanas, scarves and accessories... FUN HUH?
IM SO EXCITED XD! XD! XD! XD!

Okay last night I had two dreams... and a rather ghostly thing happen last night... okay here it goes...


okay i slept and slept and then at exactly 5:01 a.m. I was awoken by my door getting jiggled hard (thank god I lock my door at night) anyway i hear my name whispered around the room and this is when im about to go into REM sleep and im inbetween sleep and awake so i just sit up and get cozy real fast and go back to sleep and thats when the dream begins...

okay if you haven't seen the movie "Fly Away Home" rent it, because that is the basis of this dream!

it starts off when I as the little girl in the movie but im a guy with black hair and the land is dark, foggy and it looks almost black and white. Another strange things is that the geese that I need to fly are really dark almost black and I have this black swan plane, like in the movie, and im rolling in the hills of this back yard and i don't lift off hard enough so I can't get off so i turn away from this river with trees in the stream and up over these small hills and thats when these people with torches come but im putting the gas on and I take off over them and then they shoot me down out of the sky by a cannon of fire ball and I crash land in the river and this guy out of no where rescues me and gets me out but the torch mob captures us and sentences us to prison and he gets me to escape, and I go back to the field and the plane is setup brand new and the geese are ready for me waiting by the plane we take off its a smooth landing and im out of there sailing away into the low grey clounds and thats when I wake up!!


weird huh?

Omg well... monday night I cleaned my room for once since possibly last full moon and what a difference I need to keep it up! Liisa fed me and took care of me thank you SO MUCH!!! Anyways, GOD I need to change my appearance tremendously because I checked my friends myspace accounts oh shit have they changed for the better... I feel like im the same boring old Taran still fresh from the interstellar womb of High School... well it sucks and I need to get new clothes, new hair style, and MORE MONEY jesus christ this really sucks... anyway I need to keep going how im going so I can GET OUT OF CDA and get ready for nexty semester!!! IN WHICH I CAN'T WAIT!!! oh yeah!!! ^_^

"We only part to meet again". (<--it is the British way, te he he he!)
-John Gay

Y TU MAMA TAMBIEN....


Abandoned by their girlfriends for the summer, teenagers Tenoch and Julio meet the older Luisa at a wedding. Trying to be impressive, the friends tell Luisa they are headed on a road trip to a beautiful, secret beach called Boca del Cielo. Intrigued with their story and desperate to escape, Luisa asks if she can join them on their trip. Soon the three are headed out of Mexico City, making their way toward the fictional destination. Along the way, seduction, argument and the contrast of the trio against the harsh realities of the surrounding poverty ensue.



so good its a sin and Gael Garcia Bernal... a.k.a. julio IS MINE AH HA HA HA HA HA!!!!